Monday, January 31, 2011

Easy Breazy Weekend

Amazing weather this weekend in Austin! I was glad to see that it wasn't going to be another cold, dreary, and rainy weekend. However, I do feel a bit guilty about our fantastic weather while many states are getting yet another BLIZZARD warning! EEEWWW!!! I've seen enough snow after our drive from Utah to Texas. I never want to go through that crap again! It was like in the high 70's! Yup, that's me bragging!


Saturday was pretty easy. I worked on my schedule a tad bit more. I really wish there was some type of thing that I could add on here to show my overnights. It's going to be another difficult month of being gone but hey it will make us STRONGER, right??? We had a pretty chill day. Ran a few errands, ate some lunch at this cheap and Super Fantastic place called Cheddar's. I tried to eat healthy by having a soup and salad combo but dude, I ate WAYYY too much! We then headed over to Josh's aunt and uncle's home for his cousin's 12th birthday. Swedish meatballs made with venison. YUM!!! And apparently, Josh's uncle got some extra deer so we get some! I cannot wait! We then headed out with Zach and Anne. They are two of Josh's friend that just recently got engaged. We headed to a pool hall called Slick Willie's to play some pool and have a cocktail or two, or three, or four and throw in a shot or two. Who's idea was this again?! Anne met up with us to do some bowling at Josh's old employer, which used to be an Austin 300 Bowling club, granted now it's just a normal one. A few more drinks, another shot, and a fantastic night NOT being hermits in this new apartment= AwEsOmE! We definitely needed it. I wasn't feeling so hot though by the time we got home. This girl cannot do dark liquors, and when I realized our last shot had some Crown Royal in it....yup I was DOOMED! Once I changed for bed, the room had started spinning. It had been at least 10 months or so since I had drank like that. A glass of wine or so here and there is one thing but drinking like that? Or even really going out and drinking, Josh and I hadn't done since the first apartment (my original one that he moved into before ours together)....dude that's a long LONG time! Josh fell asleep on the couch and I guess even threw up....we're too OLD for that behavior anymore! HAHAHAHA!!!! Yikes!


Today was another simple day. We went for a short bike ride (Josh's ended up going flat!) around a lake near our apartment complex. There are a ton of ducks there! And certainly a place I think Brittany, Ethan and I will go for a picnic one day that they are here. Josh and I sat and tried to come up with stuff for us to do while they are here by the lake for a little bit. Good afternoon! But then me had to happen. :-( I haven't been taking my medicine like I'm suppose to for about the last week. Earlier this week I had a meltdown in one of my hotel rooms and ended up going to bed at 5:30 PM and sleeping 14 hours straight because I had exhausted myself. I had another one today and I think I probably freaked Josh out a bit. I just couldn't stop crying over simply stupid crap. It was ridiculous but I'm starting to think that it is a side effect from the lack of the medicine and my body/mind is trying to cope. Not good! I should probably start taking it again but especially with my work schedule right now, this is NOT wise!


Well, one more day here in Austin before I have to head out again. Sad I know! But I gotta make that $$$$$!!!

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Finally Home!

After being gone for 8 days, I couldn't wait to be back in Austin. Being gone that long is rough! I had to work one flight yesterday and the crew that I was working with ended up being the crew taking me home to Austin on the flight I was commuting on. This was a pure blessing because we were seriously late arriving into SLC from SFO due to weather in both locations. Luckily Paul, the Delta gate agent that I went to Paris with was working our Austin flight and let me pick my seat and board before everyone else. Two seats to my self and I got a little bit of rest. I was soo excited to be HOME! Josh and I were both in good moods. I think it really hit us for me to be gone that long is hard on us. We're just not used to it. But we had decided that I needed to work as much as  I could as a commuter for a few months to catch up financially. Commuting really cuts on the hours I'm able to work since it takes 3 hours each way to get to SLC and home to AUS.

Even better: Josh really helped out this time. It's been a transition for him to get used to getting up in the mornings and he's started working out with one of his friends at night. So I'm sure the last thing he wants to do is chores. But the last thing I want to do after working and picking up after people flight after flight is come home to pick up after him. BUT! He did towels why I was gone and vacuumed! And of course took care and M&A!!!

Last night we just hung out and ordered a pizza since I needed to work on my schedule. I got some good trips that even put me in Austin on Valentine's Day! Yea! And of course there is a special birthday on the 9th that I needed off for ;-)  Josh continued to pick up things for me, more towels, took out the trash, etc. It was nice to have the help!!! Loving it!!!

Unfortunately, I missed our anniversary since I was gone on a trip. But I had left his card and present hidden for him in the kitchen. I sent him a text that morning letting him know where it was.


It's a business card case from Things Remembered. I used to shop at that store all the time and thought this was the best place to get one. I really liked the black on the top. It was extremely hard to pick out the engraving though. He seemed to really like it though so I think I did well! At least he will be able to use it a lot with the new job position and the new contacts he will have.

Well today there's not a lot planned. I don't have to go back to SLC until Tuesday morning so yea! The only absolute thing we have is Josh's cousin's birthday this afternoon. I haven't seen everyone in a few weeks so I'm excited.

And other good news, Brittany and Ethan are coming the end of February! When I finish my trip on the 23rd I'm going to fly to MCI (this Missouri people's is the correct code for the Kansas City International Airport not KCI!!!) and meet them and help miss Brittany Lynn drive to Austin. It's a straight shot on I-35! That way Ethan can sleep in his pj's all the way there and we can really make the most of their time in Austin! Super Duper Excited!!!

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Thursday, January 27, 2011

MAY  GOD BLESS THIS AIRLINE  CAPTAIN:


He  writes:
My lead flight attendant came to me and  said, "We  have an H.R. on this flight." (H.R. stands for human remains.) "Are they military?"
I asked. 

'Yes', she said.

'Is there an escort?' I asked.

'Yes, I already assigned him a seat'. 

'Would you please tell him to come to the flight deck.
You can board him  early," I said.. 

A short while later, a young army sergeant entered the  flight deck.
He was the image of the  perfectly dressed soldier.  
He introduced himself and I asked him about his soldier.
The escorts of these fallen soldiers talk about them as if they are still alive and still with us.  


'My soldier is on his way back to Virginia,' he said.

He proceeded to answer my questions, but offered no words.

I asked him if there was anything I could do for him and he said no.
I told him that he had the toughest job in the military and that I appreciated the work that he does for the families of our fallen soldiers.

The first officer and I got up out of our seats to shake his hand.
He left the flight deck to find his seat.

We completed our preflight checks, pushed back and performed an uneventful departure.

About 30 minutes into our flight I received a call from the lead flight attendant in the cabin.

'I  just found out the family of the soldier we are carrying, is on board', she said.
She then proceeded to tell me that the father, mother, wife and 2-year old daughter were escorting their son, husband, and father home.  
The family was upset because they were unable to see the container that the soldier was in before we left.
We were on our way to a major hub at which the family was going to wait four hours for the connecting flight home to Virginia  .

The father of the soldier told the flight attendant that knowing his son was below him in the cargo compartment and being unable to see him was too much for him and the family to bear. He had asked the flight attendant if there was anything that could be done to allow them to see him upon our arrival. The family wanted to be outside by the cargo door to watch the soldier being taken off the airplane. I could hear the desperation in the flight attendants voice when she  asked me if there was anything I could do.. 'I'm on  it', I said. I told her that I would get back  to her. 

Airborne communication with my company normally occurs in the form of e-mail like messages.
I decided to bypass this system and contact my flight dispatcher directly on a secondary radio.

There is a radio operator in the operations control center who connects you to the telephone of the dispatcher.

I was in direct contact with the dispatcher. I explained the situation I had on board with the family and what it was the family wanted.  
He said he understood and that he would get back to me.  

Two hours went by and I had not heard from the dispatcher.  We were going to get busy soon and I needed to know what to tell the family.
I sent a text  message asking for an update.
I saved the return message from the dispatcher and the following is the text:

'Captain, sorry it has taken so long to get back to you. There is policy on  this now and I had to check on a few  things.
Upon your arrival a dedicated escort team will meet the aircraft.
The team will escort the family to the ramp and plane side. A van will be used to load the remains with a secondary van for the family. The family will be taken to their departure area and escorted into the terminal where the remains can be seen on the ramp.
It is a private area for the family only.
When the connecting aircraft arrives, the family will be escorted onto the ramp and plane side to watch the remains being loaded for the final leg home.
Captain, most of us here in flight control are veterans. Please pass our condolences on to the family. Thanks.'

I sent a message back telling flight control thanks for a good job.  
I printed out the message and gave  it to the lead flight  attendant to pass on to the father.
The lead flight  attendant was very thankful and told me, 'You have no idea how much this will mean to them.'

Things started getting busy for the descent, approach and landing.  
After landing, we cleared the runway and taxied to the ramp area.
The ramp is huge with 15 gates on either side of the alleyway.
It  is always a busy area with aircraft maneuvering every which way to enter and exit.
When we entered the ramp and checked in with the ramp controller, we were told that all traffic was being held for us. 

'There is a team in place to meet the  aircraft', we were told.
It looked like it was all coming together, then I realized that once we turned the seat belt sign off,  everyone would stand up at once and delay the family from getting off the airplane.
As we approached our gate, I asked the copilot to tell the ramp controller we were going to stop short of the gate to make an announcement to the passengers.  
He did that and  the ramp controller said, 'Take your time.'  

I stopped the aircraft and set the parking brake.  
I pushed the  public address button and said, 'Ladies and gentleman, this is  your Captain speaking I have stopped short of our gate to make a  special announcement.
We have a passenger on board who deserves our honor and respect.
His Name is  Private XXXXXX,  a soldier who recently lost his life.  
Private XXXXXX is  under your feet in the cargo hold. Escorting him today is Army Sergeant  XXXXXXX.
Also, on board are his father, mother, wife, and daughter.
Your entire flight crew is asking for all passengers to remain in their seats to allow the family to exit the aircraft first. Thank you.'

 We continued the turn to the gate, came to a stop and started our shutdown procedures.

A couple of minutes later I opened the cockpit door.
I found the two forward flight attendants crying, something you just do not see.
I was told that after we came to a stop, every passenger on the aircraft stayed in their seats, waiting for the family to exit the aircraft.

When the family got up and gathered their things, a passenger slowly started to clap his hands.  
Moments later more passengers joined in and soon the entire aircraft was clapping.
Words of 'God Bless You', I'm sorry, thank you, be proud, and other kind words were uttered to the family as they made their way down the aisle and out of the airplane. They were escorted down to the ramp to finally be with their loved one. 

Many of the passengers disembarking thanked me for the  announcement I had made.
They were just words, I told them, I could say them over and over again, but nothing I say will bring back that brave soldier.


I respectfully ask that all of you reflect on this event  and the sacrifices that millions of our men and women have made to ensure our freedom and safety in these   United States of AMERICA .

Foot note:
As a Viet Nam Veteran I can only think of all the veterans including the ones that rode below the deck on their way home and how they we were treated.

When I read things like this I am proud that our country has not turned their backs on our soldiers returning from the various war zones today and give them the respect they so deserve.
  
I know every one who has served their country who reads this will have tears in their eyes, including me. 
Prayer chain for our Military... Don't break it!

Please send this on after a short prayer for our service men and women.
Don't break it!




They die for me and mine and you and yours and deserve our honor and respect.

Prayer: 'Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen.'

Prayer Request: When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world.


GOD BLESS YOU!!!

Monday, January 24, 2011

Who's Coming?!

Well, now. There has been some small chit-chat between family members about taking a trip to Austin. Josh and I will certainly be going to Missouri in April for Hannah's confirmation. It will be a good opportunity for him to meet the important people too. Hey, if they show up for confirmation then that's good enough to meet Josh! My Mom had mentioned taking a trip to Austin with Troy and Hannah. It would be great to have them in Austin for a weekend or a full week even (I better work a lot before hand!). I'm not sure how soon they were planning on coming.


Brittany has had some recent changes in her life (one's that I'm quite proud of her for standing her ground and not taking the BS from people that don't deserve to have her and my lil man Ethan in their lives!) I would like to see her leave Missouri even if it's just for a couple of years just to get away from some of the drama. But she has decided and has gotten time approved at work for her and Ethan to come to Austin! I think we are planning on the last weekend in February and I can't wait! Maybe I can sell her on that idea about moving!


Problem: What in the world are we going to do while they are here?!?!?! I don't know a lot about Austin at all at this point! I need to start getting a bit more adventurous on my days off there at home and find some things to do. But then again, who wants to go do things alone? Umm, hello!!! NOT ME! Maybe I can get Josh to take me to a few places for me to experience Austin as a tourist for now. Because technically, this girl still has a Utah license. I think I need to focus on getting that and my bank account switched over ASAP when I am home again.


That's another issue. I'm never home! I'm getting used to it. We decided I needed to work like this for a while for the next couple of months anyways so that we can get caught up on things. I just don't enjoy being gone. As soon as I land in Utah, I'm ready to get back on the airplane and fly home. Friday I wasn't even here two hours and I was crying because I wanted to go home, not to mentioned I was upset all the way through security. It's just a touchy subject right now.


And today is our 1 year anniversary. We decided to go with the day we met because really we've spent everyday that I've been home together ever since we did meet. So January 24th it is. And I'm laying in bed in Portland OR. Don't even get to go home tomorrow either. I will be staying in SLC tomorrow night since I have a 3 day trip that starts on Wednesday at 5:30.....Um yeah in the AM. Me and early mornings like that, we don't click well. I will finally be home on Friday at 6 and that can't certainly come soon enough. But at least he enjoyed his anniversary present. I did good! Yea me!!! Now his birthday on the 9th and then Valentine's day....whew!

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Yogurt-ICKY

I can't stand yogurt! The texture is...BEYOND what I can stand. ICKY!!! But regardless it's healthy for you! Just like rice, beans, guacamole, cottage cheese (wow I might puke just thinking about that one!), anything like that.

However, I've been trying to eat at least one yogurt each day of my trips. It's the only product from the above listed that I can stand to shove down my throat. AND, most of them are just 100 calories! Just had the White Chocolate Strawberry

It actually had pieces of strawberry in it. I had the WHIPS can yesterday and oh my that was a not a good reaction. Double ICK for that one. So it's an additional challenge for me. I took 6 yogurts on my last trip with me and came home with 3 so I brought those with me and here I am on day 3 of this trip and one yogurt left. I CAN DO IT!!! Three on a trip is probably better than trying for 6.

I also had a SlimFast for breakfast this morning. That's going down easier with my medicine than actual food. I like the milk chocolate kind the best. Those cans sure do make my bag heavy though. The extra weight is good for my arms though RIGHT?!

I did work out again today. I only did 30 minutes but that was only 342 calories. The darn machine kept resetting. Plus, I'm a bit sore from yesterday.

It's still a good start I think. I'm definitely on track I think and hope I can get Josh to workout with me Saturday morning.

Hope everyone else is doing well with their resolutions!!!

It's All About the Cookie!

When a crewmember hears the word "Doubletree", there is only one thing that crosses our mind.

Cookies
Cookies
COOKIES!
Umm yeah! World famous little things that they are. Completely satisfying! DO YOU SEE THAT THING?!

When we first started staying at this hotel they would give us a tin that came with 6 cookies in it. Then they would give us one to eat with a small milk carton! Hello 15 pounds that showed up out of nowhere! You can't put that many cookies in front of me and not expect me to eat them! But at 350 calories a piece...you have to be strong!

BUT, last night, strong little me stood my ground and that unholy cookie sat on the counter untouched. I didn't dare after working out as hard as I did yesterday. That darn cookie wasn't worth it. So yea me for telling it no and going straight to bed!


Tuesday, January 11, 2011

It's Started

I gotten woken up super early on Sunday morning from a crying baby in the apartment next to us. I'm starting to think there was a reason behind that. See, it was only 5AM and while Josh was sound asleep I started laundry, went to Wal-Mart, and started putting things together, and watching "I Used to be Fat" on MTV. I think that was the fire that needed to be lit under my rear end. If these teenagers can lose 90 ponds in less than 100 days then surely I can lose the 20-30 that I need in order to be back in the healthy range for my height! Sure makes you feel bad about yourself.

Josh has said time and time again that we need to get healthier and he's right. It's easier for me to go to the grocery store by myself because then I don't buy the ice cream and corn dogs that he likes to get when he goes with me. However, we are both responsible for what we eat and if that is his choice then that doesn't mean it has to be mine. I normally pack pretty healthy in my lunch bag. I just neeed to work on eating smaller portions more often. I just need to remind myself to EAT!!!! I just get too caught up in working that I don't make time for myself.

It's my second 4 day for the year of 2011 and I made the choice to bring my yoga mat and my pilates bar on my trips. While yesterday was all about comutting back into SLC (which I barely made it on the flight), cleaning up the last of the apartment, and turning in the keys, today was not. Yesterday was a long day and I did sleep in a bit but today I made the first step into working out on a regular basis. Today I did 60 minutes on the eliptical which equaled 510 calories and 4.68 miles. I also did some exercises with the pilates bar and a measly 20 situps. I know it will get easier the more I do it so I'm set on this now. 20 pounds cant haunt me. This way, now all of you know and I can stick to it!!!

I would really like to do a weekend at a spa to have a few services to really cleanse and detox though too. All in time, all in time!!!

Thursday, January 6, 2011

17 FEET and A TRAILER

It was a long drive from Salt Lake City, Utah to Austin, Texas. We had planned on leaving between 4 and 6 AM on the 29th of December. We worked really hard on the 28th getting the truck and car completely loaded. We finally laid down on the one piece we left out which was the mattress to get some rest. It started snowing and got really windy around midnight. I knew a small storm was suppose to hit but was telling myself it was going to be small and not affect us. Boy was I wrong.

I talked to my mom around 8 AM and we were still hunkered down in our old apartment. It was snowing and sleeting and the wind sounded like a train coming through. Once we started looking up road conditions and weather reports, Josh thought maybe we should wait until the following morning to leave. Ugh! I left to go get us some Micky D's breakfast and talked to my mom again. We figured that the later it got the longer we could get stuck. We needed to get on the road and fast and just try to get as far as we could. This was going to be a 2 day drive. Josh agreed and we finished up and got on our way. luckily a neighbor came out and helped Josh get the trailer on the back of the truck since we were having some issues with it. I then followed him in the car to the Walgreen's where there is a much larger parking lot. We also needed a few supplies for the cab of the truck.

Now this is the funny part. We got the car up on the trailer when I realized we weren't going to be able to get out of the truck because of the sides of the trailer that sit higher to cover the tires. We ended up locking the keys in the car with the ignition turned. We just had to laugh. We figured we would deal with it later. We got on the road and headed out. We got to Nephi, UT (just about 2 hours away from SLC) when Josh got a but frustrated with the car situation. We ended up calling the police department to come unlock the car. We then taped a trash bag over the window since we had to climb out of the window itself. I'm hitting myself for not taking pictures of this!

The weather was crazy! I was scared to death! Here we are driving a 17 foot U-Haul with a full trailer on the back carrying Josh's car. The roads were covered with snow, and ice and it wasn't stopping anytime soon. Most of the roads in Utah weren't too bad. We stopped in one town to get gas for the first time and in the midst of the 90 minutes we were there (the trash bag had come off of the car) we figured out that the side rail on the trailer FOLDS DOWN. Yeah we are stupid and didn't read the instruction manual but Josh was smart and figured it out. It was an adventure with that part. It was once we got back on the road and got into Colorado that I started to really freak out. I have never prayed soo much at one time in my life. My anxiety certainly took over. The roads were getting worse and we were driving through mountains. Our goal was Cortez, CO. We made it there but only after hours of me begging to stop in the next town. Of course, my luck, there was never a hotel in those next towns! We did make it there and stayed in a Super 8 since we got an added discount with the U-Haul. We were both exhausted and stressed. Of course I was coming down off of the anxiety attacks so I was dealing with chest pain and a headache and shaking from the adrenaline. I ended up not sleeping much since Molly was having a hard time. She cried most of the night so I was up with her trying to keep her quiet so Josh could sleep. I was exhausted. the following morning we woke up to a ton of snow that had dropped over night. My mom called to update us with road closures and chain requirements. We didn't have chains! So I called the roadside assistance for U-Haul and was told they don't supply that but we were welcome to purchase those on our own. NO THANKS!!! We again, considered staying in Cortez for another day. But more snow was suppose to hit with freezing temperatures later in the afternoon. We packed up and got on the road again. I tried to keep myself busy and to not pay attention to the road conditions. I was soo glad that we left when we did. We had intentions of leaving early again and we didn't due to the weather. Once we left and got on the road, there were cars everywhere, in the ditches, overturned, etc. It was crazy! The further we got the better the roads were. Now, there were certainly some areas that were still messy and our side of the highway was two lanes but you could have easily mistaken it for 4 with the way cars were staggered. We hit New Mexico and boy was I excited. This was suppose to mean no more snow right?! Wrong! We still had a lot of snow for quite a while and we thought we were ahead of the storm. We got into Albuquerque and you could see the storm off to the side in the canyons. We were getting on I-40, the interstate that would take us straight to the Texas border. But traffic started slowing down. We were forced to exit the interstate from two police officers. They were shutting it down due to severe winter weather conditions. The roads were clear and it wasn't snowing! We were certainly confused. We found an alternate route and headed that way. I wasn't happy. This was not a major highway and it was the severe weather we had been driving in. At this point Josh wanted to drive all the way through to Austin. The roads kept getting worse and you couldn't see right in front of you. Once we stopped for gas we continued on and ended up going the wrong direction. Okay, so turning around with this truck and trailer was not going to happen. Not easily anyways. We finally found a long and wide road to back up onto so we could turn around and not end up in the ditch. Stressful!!!

I was excited when we hit the Texas border and could see the stars. That meant no more clouds and no snow covered roads!!! We saw a sign to Lubbock, TX that said 88 miles. This was the first sign of Josh getting tired. He sang and even made up his own verses of 88 bottle of beer on the wall. No joke dude. With all good intentions of driving straight through, it didn't happen. We stayed in a Radisson Hotel in Lubbock. Josh was excited because of the sleep number beds. I was just tired and wanted to sleep. But yet again, Molly wasn't going to allow that to happen. I stayed up again with her. She's like having an infant!

The next morning I had some work cut out for me. I knew we weren't going to make it to Austin in time to sign our lease before they closed. This was day 3 and this was planned to be a 2 day trip. But when you can only go about 20 miles and hour it simply slows you down. This was New Year's Eve. I called the apartment and they emailed our 41 page lease to me and Josh and I sat and signed or initialed every single page. I then faxed 37 pages back to them. The hotel was soo helpful with this. Unfortunately we both missed a couple so we had to make arrangements to come in and resign all over again. But this allowed him to leave the keys in the apartment for Josh's parents to get and lock up. We arrived in Austin around 6:30PM....we couldn't wait to just sit and relax! The drive was over! Everyone's prayers for our safe travel was certainly appreciated! Blog about the apartment and pics will be up soon!

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Random Thoughts

Have you ever just looked around you and wondered, "how did I get here"?

I'm sitting in First Class. A direct flight to Salt Lake City from Austin. I didn't pay a thing. I still remember applying for the job while working at DST in Kansas City. This was something I simply thought I would try out. I remember leaving work early to go to the interview at the airport hotel. We waited soo long for the recruiter to arrive but I stuck it out and was the last to interview. It was a wirlwind experience. Putting in my notice at DST to take a chance on something unknown in another city, another state, a completely different time zone. No one thought I could do. Everyone expected me to come back home during training. I made it through. No one had faith that I would make it through the IOE (initial operating experience- where you fly with another flight attendant and they complete your training). I made it through. Days, weeks, and months went by with everyone still expecting me to fail. I made it through. I am currently one week shy of my 4 year anniversary with SkyWest Airlines. I made it through. Take that folks! It's amazing when you have people on your side and supportive how you can make it through nearly anything. But when you have no one believing you can do it, its harder, but it gives you even more of a push. I didn't fail like everyone expected. I stood my ground and although sometimes I fell, I was the only one to pick myself up.
So here I am sitting on this flight amazed at how far I've come and how much I've dealt with. I certainly didn't think I would still be doing this for 4 years but here I am. How in the world did that much time fly by? When I look back I get really frustrated at how much I didn't accomplish. I could havve finished school. As much as I've worked, I could have paid everything off. Where is that money? Where is that time? I can't say I would start over but I certainly need to relight that fire under my butt!!!
There is soo many things changing. It's scary. I don't think it would be normal if I wasn't scared. Then I would just be cocky and that's when everything falls apart. I just need to find the faith again to go through all of this. To stand up and take what comes at me like I have in the past. this girl has gone through far too much to fail now. I know that this will all work out. It simply has to.
We leave for Austin with a 14' U-Haul and Josh's car pulling behind. We'll be leaving SLC. It almost doesn't feel real. I'm not sure when it will kick in that I'm moving to another state! When we actually leave with a huge truck? Moving into the new apartment? It's going to be different that's for sure. It will be the four of us in the front of the truck and off we'll go for the two day drive. I'm excited. Josh's family has really taken me in as one of thier own. It's a good feeling. Although, I miss my family, I'm hoping we will get to go to Missouri more often now that we're living in Austin.
I finally got to see the new apartment. I didn't get to see our's exactly but a model of a larger 2 bedroom. It's amazing! Even better? Josh decided on it for us. I'm impressed with him knowing what I would like and what would be best for US. I love it. I feel soo small in the kitchen. The best part of the kitchen- THE PANTRY! WOOHOO! (and no formica countertops!) The best part of the bathroom- THE GARDEN TUB!! Can we say nightly bubble baths with a glass of wine? HA, let's hope that doesn't get out of control. It is on the ground floor and while that's a bit nerve racking I know it will be easier for moving and easier on my back with my bags when commuting to work. And the storage on the patio locks too, so that's an added advantage. I'm really excited abotu the new placce and painting some walls. :-)
I'm hoping that my family can take a small weekend trip to Austin and see it and we can all hang out. I have this crazy image in my head. Maybe it's not crazy but simly how I would like things to work out. We'll save that for another day. Let's not get ahead of ourselves. I know we will definitely be going to Missouri in April for Hannah's confirmation. So I'm hoping they can come to Texas and experience this a bit since they didn't get to see a lot of Utah. :-( Things are going to change with that. I don't get home nearly enough and that's not fair.
I never thought that nearly a year ago (one more short month away) I would have met Josh and all of these experience would have fallen into my lap. It's a crazy ride and I'm not ready for it to end.

Christmas

Getting to Austin from Grand Forks, ND certainly didn't work out how I had planned. I spent the night in the airport in Grand Forks, got on the first flight to MSP (Minneapolis). I missed the first flight to Atlanta that I had planned on taking to make it to Austin. I waited for the next flight and got bumped from that one too. Once I started looking at flights I realized that I wasn't going to make it on any of them to Austin. I was stuck and knew that this wasn't going to go over well. I did find an opportunity to fly to San Antonio which is about an hour away from Austin. I called Josh and asked if this was an option. Next thing I knew I was boarding a delayed flight to SAT. Josh and his dad drove to come pick me up. I had slept soo hard on the flight from not sleeping that night before. I tried on the way to Austin but with the rain I was too nervous. Once we got home, we immediately got ready for church. We went to a non-denomination christian church. It was huge and soo pretty. It was also the first time Josh and I had gone to church together. :-)

all the children singing silent night

After church we all went back to his mom's house and ate.


Josh and his dad, George

I met an additional aunt, uncle and cousin of Josh's. He has a cousin, Elizabeth, who is 8, and they live in Lexington (where I had had an overnight). She took to me pretty quickly. We went to bed fairly early too, especially since I hadn't slept much. Christmas morning, we waited for Josh's sister, April and her boyfriend, Brandon to get there. We had breakfast and then opened presents. I was shocked. I hadn't expected gifts from any of them. It wasn't necessary. But it's just how his family is. I love them to death. They've taken me in as thier own. I was really excited to open a girft from Josh and it was a ring from a store called James Avery. It's a christian jewelry store in Texas. It's beautiful and a sight worth looking at! I already have another one picked out that I want for our anniversary in January. I also got an espresso colored jewelry armoire from him. I have wanted one for years and years and years. So now we just need to fill it! All in time of course. I love all the gifts I recieved. But the best was just being with people I care about that that care about me as well since I couldn't be in Missouri with my own. Maybe next year we can go there instead. After presents we went to his aunts house and had dinner with them. All the family was together. I miss that in my own. Now that my all my grandparents have passed no one really does that now. It's sad. Maybe one day I can buy a huge HUGE home and have everyone over for the holidays. Now that would be awesome. After that Josh took me to the apartment but we couldn't see much of it. So I went the next day with his mom while Josh and the rest of the guys went shooting. I wanted to go shooting but it was soo cold. That and I wanted to exchange my ring for a size that fit (it only fit on my pinkies)


and see the apartment. It's from a store called James Avery. It's a christian jewelry store.  I love it and already have other things picked out from there!
There will be plenty of time for me to go out shooting once we move. Other wise we really just hung out with family and relaxed. And today we left for Salt Lake City to complete the packing and start heading towards Austin.
Hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas! New Year's is right around the corner and I hope everyone has a safe New Year's Eve!!!

Catching UP!

Well I have written but unfortunately didn't have internet access in order to post the new blog post. So I'm going to add them but the dates are going to be off a little bit. So much has been going on! It's been a busy time and there is soo much to catch up on! So the two blogs above this one as I mentioned are from about a week ago!

Happy Reading!