Why do some people think it's okay to hurt you, leave you, and then just show up like none of it ever happened? Request a friendship that was lost because of them in the first place? I don't get it. I just really don't. It's not okay. I have my damn trust issues anyways I don't need to put myself though a second round. I don't do second chances. You screw up once bad enough and that's it for me. I've dealt too much with some people that I just don't have a desire to be that forgiving and forgetful just so THEY can feel better about themselves. I'm sick of it!
I'm sick of everyone thinking that I should deal with everyone else's crap but no one wants to listen to me. No one really knows what I feel or what I think. It's frustrating to not have anyone that I can go to. It's lonely.
I feel like I do soo much for some people and no one really ever does anything thoughtful for me. I go out of my way for some and never get anything in return. I don't feel appreciated. I don't feel important. I just feel taken advantage of. I don't like this. I always think it will change but it never does. It never does....
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