Dissapointment

I haven't done anything on this trip that I wanted to. I haven't worked out (at least walking on the treadmills), I haven't gone out on longer overnights to really explore. Well, in Minneapolis I tried to but the shopping district of Niccollet Mall was ridiculous, I did find Target firld by accident but of course I couldn't see inside or anything, and there were more bars than anything. Even here in Billings, MT I haven't done anything either. I just hurt. I was even in tears last night. The pain in my back is just awful. It hurt to sit or lay down last night and after standing all day, that's all I wanted to do. My TENS unit is dead fromt he deadhead on the first day and unfortunately I don't have access to get a new one. I know it's going to take some time for my body to get used to flying. Yes my back is the cause for a lot of it but even my legs and arms hurt quitea bit. I can't wait to get home to take a nice hot bath with some lavender epsom salts. I need to get all the icky stuff out of my body. If my trip next Monday started later then I would try to schedule a massage in there too. Hopefully, by the next trip I will be able to start really getting back into things and be more comfortable. I really want to start working out. I've never weighed this much and it just doesn't feel like my body anymore. I even tried to pack healthy food but I don't think that my food has stayed cold enough so some of it I'm scared to eat now. I need to find a more efficient way to keep things super cold. My sandwhiches held up well but the salmon hasn't. I really wish it had though. Josh seasoned it and cooked it for me and I feel awful that I didn't get to eat it. It ended up leaking all over my bag. I've had my lunch bag for almost 4 years now. I think it's time for a new one. It's the same brand as my suitcase. Here is my suitcase...SUPER DUPER HEAVY WITH NOTHING IN IT!!!

It's an awesome bag,. It has a steel frame so it can hold up to anything you put it through. Here is the lunch bag I want. It's the same one that I have but a bit bigger and actually has the hooks to connect on to my suitcase which would help even out the weight.

Mine is practically destroyed inside so I may have to break down and by a new one. It's timje to put the other one to rest really. While we are on the  topic of things I want, here's another!!!

You can get them in different colors but it's a small video recoder. How awesome would it be to have one of those?!?! I found one on ebay for about $60. I might need that for Christmas! I think it's super cool.

Well I'm off to get ready and get my crap all together. It's another long day. But here is one of our new uniforms!

Buh-Bye!!!